Time...

Not a day passes, that I don't think about Life and Death. About how precarious Life is, and how I was incredibly Miraculously Blessed to see Christmas in 2012, and New Year's Day in 2013. To have three more years has been the most Beautiful Precious Blessing. Each day, to awake with Miraculous Breath, to Divine Light, to Sacred Life, is such a Joy that I can't but awaken each day truly Happy and Content.

If I had left this World in 2012, I would have had so much unfinished business and loved ones left behind that I would have refused to ascend, and in my misery, guilt and regret, hung around this World of the Living. It would have been even more incredibly difficult to accomplish what I needed to do in Spirit Form. 

But I realize that I needed to learn some profound lessons that I really couldn't have learned any other way except through incredible suffering, fear, Death and Resurrection. When you give up on Life, and are so worn out to go on, and challenge Ke Akua, through your attitude and actions, to take you anytime, anyplace, with indifference, you will quickly find yourself all alone, begging for your Life, on a dirty street curb as the World goes slowly dark and quiet on you. 

Much like our Soul's Journey here, we have many lessons to learn. Some of us have been sent back again and again, of our own choosing, to continue to learn much more, while others are on their first trip here. There is no way to explain what Love and Life truly is other than to go through the incredible varied painful and joyous Human Experience. To know pain, is to know Comfort. To know anger is to know Contentment. To know hate is to know Love. To know pride is to know Humility. To know wrath is to know Forgiveness. To know grief is to know Happiness. To understand the Beautiful Soul within an ephemeral flawed physical body is to understand the Universe. To truly Love yourself, with all of your shortcomings, perceived flaws, and secrets, in a World that tries to standardize acceptable Beauty, is nothing short of Amazing.

We share many struggles, fears, and insecurities, just as we share ego, pride and jealousy. We live our Lives comparing ourselves to everything, and everyone around us, to define whether we are truly worthy of being here. If we are special amongst the masses. If we are normal or a freak. If we are truly Loved. In Fear. We then focus on the perceived shortcomings and flaws of others, to make ourselves feel more worthy. When the real issue facing us is how do we continue to salve the truths of injustice, inequity, and poverty, with superficial diversions that allow many of us to comfortably feed off of the suffering of others with a clean conscience. 

To understand that each of us has our own Journey here, and the ability to choose each and every moment of how we spend the limited energy we possess, and the limited time frame of this Life, to make Beautiful Life Sustaining Choices. Reverent Choices with Humility and Gratitude. If we can fulfill our Journey and Lessons, while helping those around us, on this shared Journey, and more importantly, without harming others, that is the ultimate goal. To let everyone around us know they are appreciated. Valued. Loved. Amazingly unique on a planet with billions of people in a Galaxy of about 100 billion planets and 300 billion Stars.

We are very connected to everything around us, not only other people, but the environment, flora and fauna, water, air, fire, energies and especially Light. Light that most people can't see in the spectrum of human vision. But it is there. The same Light that lets each of you shine brighter than those 300 billion stars. Or even the Galaxy with 300 trillion stars. Your Amazing Beautiful Divine Light.

As I look back on 2015, I am truly grateful for the amazing experiences I have been Blessed to have had this past year. There are incredible and amazingly Beautiful people whom I have met, and friended this past year, who I realize that had I left in 2012, our shared Journeys would have not connected. I have lost most of my immediate family already and some of those whom I made my family throughout the years. But I have gained family as well. 

Truly enjoy each moment. Laugh often. Find the Joy and Happiness in the darkest hours. For it is there. We often choose not to see it for many reasons. But it is there. It always has been. We just need to remember who we truly are. In Light and Love...